so we got are pigs today wich was cool NOT man these pigs are so sick ahaha we had to castrate them before we brang them home haha no comment on that was very sick haha so im almost completely done with tenth grade like tommorow everything besides math will be done so im excited then friday im going to have to wake up so early cuz i have to do my chores haha and then go to work at the horse farm and then i have to go work all day separating sheeep and cleaning sheep pens very long tiring job and then after that im going to jacobs and maybe ill go to the christmas party im not sure yet then saturday i am gonna milk at brads with jake wich will be cool i started milking there every saturday after brads i have to cutwood at are house again ahaha so im very busy with work and eveything haha life on the farm i love it so i guess ill talk to yall later

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dillon

man so i had one of the best conversations with aislyn last night we were talking about all the memories of this past spring it was so amazing just remebering all the fun we had at her house with josh coty and lila haha man it makes me sad sometimes when i wish we could just go back to the way things were o well all things for the good of the lord haha i feel so old when i say that like im grown up so then today i woke i started school when i finished i went outside and mulched are garlic we planted 7 rows this year like th most we have ever planted so then i picked up the pumkins and weedeated the rasberry stalks down and found to of the pheasant we had let go in them still alive wich was awesome after that i came in and i finally got my tractor in to laberge + curtis haha its gonna cost me about 1500dollars to get her fixed but o well i love that tractor so shes worth it haha then after that i went over to jakes and we chnaged the oil in my van for my mom wich was messy haha well leave it at that so sometimes i sit around and think of all the holidays coming up and just cry kinda stupid but man its just sad next year anna and i will not be around for the holidays anna will be moved out and im not sure i i might be going to college i dont want to but maybe i really want to stay here and be with my family and aislyn haha if that works out that would be so awesome and also jakes parents might be moving i hope not but i think they are mr roome got a better job if he does jake is gonna stay and hold down the house and if they do move im gonna move in with jake and stay out there and work for some farmers they all want more help from us and if we can get together we can start getting are farm ready thats are future plans to farm it together hopefully we do crops at my land here in canton and truck it out to jakes for feed thats what we hope to do so now that im done rambling ill quite i guess there ya go rissa i updated if u get time to read this all haha

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ok so i guess ill update since ana wants me to so today i went shopping in malone i got some carhartt bibs and insulated pants wich are awesome and jake got the same except he also got a new hat and a pair of wicked nice boots so i spent the day down there wich was pretty fun im so excited im aloud to see aislyn for the first time in idk how long its been and its aloud wich is very cool tommorow night at youth group man i cant wait its gonna be awesome and i wont have that feeling cuz i no ive done something wrong by seeing her so yah i guess i dont have very much else to say besides im kinda proud of mysefl im almost done with tenth grade already so im doing eleventh  i start that in december so im kinda happy with that to but i guess ill go start reading one of my school books it suck but o well ttyl guys leave me some comments k

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dillon

wow so im so excited that i finally got to talk to mr laing and get some of the stuff that was bogging me down out and into the open and now im on the road back to recovery with him man i love the fact that he forgave me cuz honestly i dont think if i were in his position i could forgive someone who did that no details but man im glad he nos the lord it takes alot of love to forgive someone like that so im giving it all to the lord for this one that hes restoring are relationship man i luv u mr laing haha dont let your minds wander i love him as a christian brother haha so i am kinda excited to cuz i can talk to aislyn without like fear in my mind its so relieving to me to no that im not introuble if mr laing finds out i can sleep better at night so thank you lord well ill ttyl

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dillon